Trans and Gender Diverse

I’m sorry. I’m just weak I guess.

group cuddles are great :)

Welp. That didn’t last very long… The splitting up I mean. I’m living with him again. And there’s a very good reason for it… I HATE BEING AROUND MY DAD SO FUCKING MUCH

The rules say NSFW posts must be tagged, but when I try to tag a post as NSFW it says “NSFW Not Allowed”

I’ve been feeling rlly lonely (platonically) lately, because I have no lgbt+ friends to talk too, specifically about being trans

My hair is very straight, without slightest waviness, and due to having androgenic alopecia, i cant use heat or chemicals to curl my hair, as it is harmful for my hair and scalp.

So, still a while before I’ll be on HRT. Now I still have a body running on testosterone. You know how transmascs say they start to notice women more when they’re on t?

I’m so tired of being thrown away. I’m so tired being treated with cruelty. I’m so tired of being told that I am loved and wanted when I am so alone.

I dont know how I feel about my face/hair. I often hate it and I am disgusted by it. Also I look hella awkard lol. But either way, here I am!

I had two job interviews today. If I get either one of them it’d be better pay for better hours than the job I have now.

Last year I had several mental health episodes which led to telogen effluvium (stress-induced temporary hair loss). It started last February. I saw a dermatologist and got on minoxidil in July. When did the shedding stop for you? The plan is I go back for a check-in this coming January and taper back off July 2027.

I haven’t been in touch with my sister since I moved in the beginning of April. I messaged her when everything happened, she wasn’t angry or resentful that I fell out of contact. She didn’t say I told you so. She just listened. She got angry for me. She made sure I was okay. She told me if I have no other options then to find a way to get to her (I wouldn’t put that on her, but it meant the world) I only told her for the first time today, but I’ve had many sisters in my life. Some through blood, some through bond. Some trans, some cis. She’s the best sister I could ever hope for. I’m proud to be her younger sister. I’m hoping I can save enough money that I can move out of this shit hole town and closer to her. Where people are more normal lol. Love you Kate, you’re the best sister ever. 💜

Little boobs look so good with piercings and tbh I think it would help them look a bit pokier, why can’t I have nipple piercings this is a crime

Hi all, I’ve been thinking about this a while and to be honest I’m a bit confused about it.

Hii

So recently I signed up to join some free voice training courses. It’s high demand, but I manage to get in, and I was incredibly thankful for that fact.

I’m going to preface this rant into the void with the info that everything I’m going through is by choice purely because I know it won’t last forever. It fucking sucks, but I definitely think I’ll say it was worth it later in life.

Depression fatigue is setting in hard today. I don’t want to go to work tonight. I don’t want to get up from the couch I’ve been exiled to. I can’t sleep without nightmares and I can’t stay awake during the day. I feel so alone. I am so alone. My ex has friends and family for support and and I am all alone. I feel like she is already over me. I never want to love again.

meowmeow normally i dont share my thoughts much but i had my 2 year anniversary of starting hrt yesterday, and i have had thoughts in my head that i figure maybe are worth sharing. keep in mind this will cover some heavy subject matter like homelessness and dysphoria and people being generally unkind.

A post was deleted just now and that is ok. I get it. It’s hard to think about and talk about ones innermost decisions and thoughts, and as a transgender individual trying to figure out what to do and where to go from here was really hard for me so I totally get it. But I wrote this up for you and everyone else in a similar situation so I am gonna make a new post and maybe you will read it. And if not, that’s ok too. I am just one girl with an opinion. 💜

No, not from my bf this time It’s my boobs. They hurt. A lot. Or, at least my left one does. And I had another tiny drop of milky liquid come out. If it was a large amount, I’d be worried that cypro finally gave me a prolactinoma, but since it’s just a drop, it’s probably just normal development.

I recently saw a lot of posts, messages, etc. about pretty valid, if negative stuff. Happens, it is part of our reality.

I’m really sorry everyone…this is all my own damn fault, I’m not denying that in the slightest.

Hey ladies.

@AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone seems to have deleted her account a few hours ago, and i haven’t managed to reach with her on matrix since she deleted and recreated her account there a few weeks ago. does anyone know if she’s alright?

I’m not sure why I’m having a hard time finding them. I do come across some videos here and there but a lot of them haven’t posted in a very long time.

I’m trans. I can’t escape this fact any longer.

[TW: Mention of SA, sex]

Hi folks, I’m thinking of finally getting started with DIY soon-ish. Right now it looks like there’s no homebrew E injections available that ship from/to the EU. Does anyone know if the situation is likely to improve, if there’s other sources available, or if I should consider starting on another regimen instead? Thanks lots for any help or advice!!

Cross posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/48346938

I really want to start HRT, but I’m scared I’ll regret not doing sperm freezing first. The problem is it’s expensive and I’m still on my parents’ insurance while I’m in university and coming out to them did not go very well. I’ve already put it off for like 2 years because of this and I’m getting so tired of waiting. I’m also really really worried about losing my hair if I don’t start soon because my family has a history of baldness on both sides

Basically I’m like 99% sure I’m trans. If I could just magically physically be a woman right now, I would immediately, and probably never present male again.

Hey y’all, so I’m having a hard time even typing that I’ve had the crazy epiphany that I’m transfemme? I’m shaking with the anxiety it’s inducing just to write that out.

Hello everyone :3

I believe everyone who feels different than their AGAB and identifies as something different is valid as a trans person. Why would someone need to have gender dysphoria or scientific proof to be valid in their identity.

I believe everyone who feels different than their AGAB and identifies as something different is valid as a trans person. Why would someone need to have gender dysphoria or scientific proof to be valid in their identity.

I went and saw Resident Evil and had sushi afterwards with a woman I’ve been dating for a few months. It was my first regular date where I dressed up in femme clothing and just got to go out as me. My egg only cracked a few weeks ago, but it’s been a delightful whirlwind.

So there’s something I’ve been dealing with but have no frame of reference for handling. I had a bad ex who was a low-key chaser and even physically hurt me near the end of the relationship but may have come out as trans themself idk. Other trans people love this person and I think they spread rumors about me because local queer communities have been hostile towards me.

Hi